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Write in one non-lawyer 27 times!
So I finished with the Whose Fault Was It and Why thing, giving me freedom not to think about it, and sink into the sadness that I would have, I think, experienced earlier. Everyone figures I'm over it plus I isolate myself when I am upset, and give out don't bother me vibes. Contacted four people who had wanted me to keep in touch. Two theoretically want to see me but won't actually, one had a great convo but no followup, other didn't respond. Yes I do have other friends. I know I should reach out to them more, get out more, start going someplace (say, dog rescue) where a common interest will create social interaction but . . . the black dog won't leave me alone. To quote someone in worse straights, poor pitiful me.
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