Helena, I don't know what exactly is ailing you, but even without knowing, I know for a fact you're incredibly strong, and that will
never change, unlike most things. Everything stays, yet it still changes in little ways. I hope that soon, you'll be able to reach peace. It's what everyone who loves you would want for you, that much I know. You didn't
ask for this, you didn't ask for it to surround you and yours. They know that, too. It'll be okay.
