"A friend of mine said: 'We are all changing all the time, sometimes for the better, sometimes not. All we can do is make the best choices we can with the information we have at hand at the time we make them. Wondering how things might have been different if we made a different choice, or if it was a different atmosphere for the choice, just tears us up inside and we miss what is in the now"- Rock

It took me a bit, but I realized the friend he was speaking of was me. Sometimes...

What I want to put: Attention those who disagree with my latest life decisions: The nightmares have stopped, I have stopped crying daily, stopped snapping at people, have been able to focus on the house and family. Yes I need consoling, but I have a feeling it won't change me from this path.

Obviously NOT going to do that.

Basically after a major event in June, I have not wanted to be a part of my marriage anymore. A few dramatic events later and I was in the state...

Thursday night, we left from the St. Louis metro area, and drove all night to Atlanta Georgia. Four women, with a minivan packed to the gills with food, costumes and clothes. As my habit on road trips, I was unable to sleep the entire time there, except for some nodding off when I was hitting 24 hours with no sleep. We stopped for breakfast, and pressed on to the hotel room.
We get to the hotel room, change into Merlotte's waitress costumes (think the show True Blood). We then went to...

Last night Rain's mother was brought into the hospital for liver problems.
I am upset and worried for Rock and Rain, and hopeless to do anything about it. I want to rush to their side, help take care of the kids, sit with them in the hospital, etc. Yet I feel like most of that would be inappropriate at this time.
I have offered to babysit the kids if they need me to, and The Klingon has offered to cook them food if need be.
I might be overreacting to this, and I hope...

Two years ago, Big Daddy and I approached a couple we knew about becoming a polyamourus quad. The quad became a triad as Big Daddy and Rain broke up nine months later. Big Daddy pursued his own girlfriends, and is still dating one of them. Somewhere Rain and I really stopped being girlfriends and it became a W. Rock and I broke up earlier this week.
I really wanted it to work, but there were issues on all sides about the differences in thought about relationships, and primaries, and...