Okay, I finally had my back surgery. Only one thing wrong. Since I've been taking both morphine AND vicodin at least twice a day for 5 1/2 months, I'm now addicted to this vile shit. In any case, what with the vomiting, sweats, chills, muscle pains and spasms and lack of appetite,
Xploder is NOT a happy camper. I'm out of here to go see my regular doctor and find out if there isn't SOME ducking thing he can give me to help taper these symptoms off. What's really retarded is that I told all my doctors that I did NOT want to take any morphine for just this reason. Soon as you stop taking it after a long period of time, you go into withdrawal symptoms and it sucks ass.
So if I ain't around all that much, I'm either in the hospital or just trying not to sit here and twitch. I haven't slept in four days so I got THAT going for me too.
Joy.



